Brandi Charm

My first sexual experience as transgender

I always knew that I wanted to be a diva, be adored and loved by all men, but as a boy I didn't know how. My mother said that she always wanted a girl, but I love her so much that one day I said to her "well my dear mother, I can be your girl"... of course she always though I was just kidding to make her love me more then my big brother.I was always stubborn and no one could take my dreams away, I was 14 and one day I decided to leave my hair long and experiment with makeup. I didn't care what all people say, I had my dream to be a diva , all men's fantasies, nothing can stop me now. At 16 I tried with a girl, one of my friends... well she more wanted to check me out, to see if I really cant get a hard on with a naked girl...she couldn't believe it otherwise. So one night, I was with her, just me and her on one big bed... she sucked me off for hours, but nothing happened, she was doing her best, but I just couldn't get it up. Finally she understood that I was made to love only men, first time she accepted me as a transgender, and was first time for me as well when I realized I like dick more and pussy has no place in my fantasies ... then I realized this is my journey of becoming a diva, it starts here and now... well maybe after I get to have my ass virginity taken by a guy is more official.I loved him to death, my First , now as I think of him I have an innocent smile on my face, he understood my needs and was a great lover. He was 22 years old and had more experience, but I was the real naughty one...first night we sucked each other off until we came, I had my first taste of cum and it was amazing, he tasted me as well and I felt a unique connection. With him I felt amazing and myself, a woman like I always wanted to be , he was the first one that saw me like that, like a woman. I had no idea how to be feminine, but it was just the start . I am very ambitious girl, already I see myself like one, being transgender is just a journey during when you can play and learn about your sexuality.First time we had sex was one night when he was sleeping near me in bed, we were spooning and I slide my hand in his pants slowly starting to stroke his dick, he got hard straight away, I guess he was awake. He turned around facing me and I jumped on his lap like a true cowgirl just like I seen in some old porn movies, there wasn't gay pron back then , especially in communist countries like mine. I jumped him up and down and jerk myself off until I came on his big chest. We both came at the same time, was amazing... we were hiding with this, only indoors, nobody knew about us, but I guess in a way secret love is more exiting. Continuing my transgender journey with a pair of nice round boobs when I got 18, that was the time when I wanted the whole word to know that I was made to become every man's fantasy, a true and real Diva.